I wanna know

Why does my self have to feel this way?
Why I can't load a smile from me?
Why does she have to go so far away?
I wanna know, I wanna know

Maybe it's my fault
Maybe my way is to long

I remember all the good times
Todays will never come again
People tell why dying doesn't sound
I wanna know, I wanna know

I feel it's no fear
But I'm not who decide.