December

December falls, I don't think I'm okay, not today
When dad came home, he told me go upstairs, I close my eyes
A tear falls down, as I drop onto my bed, not again
My anger hits, as I hear mom cry again
Things are confusing I don't know what I should turn to
Should I run away?
Dad has gone crazy
The last time I think I might, put him in his place
I think I just might run away
December falls and I forgot it's meaning, to look to Christ
I'll help you dad, I'll show you there's a meaning
I think I should look to my heart