Where this went wrong

It's late at night and I have to fight this alone.
I don't know why I've been here for so long and I'm beginning to fall apart.
I wish I could say I don't need it all this much.

Time is passing by and I forgot all the reasons why.

Why I couldn't stay here and I needed to fly.
Why I couldn't keep my mind clear tonight.
Because I didn't belong here; but I needed the fall.
I just can't remember where this went wrong

I just woke up, my head is falling down.
Endlessly into the spinning ground.
I wish I had the strength to just go on.
But so many demons are still going strong.

Time is passing by and I forgot all the reasons why.

Why I couldn't stay here and I needed to fly.
Why I couldn't keep my mind clear tonight.
Because I didn't belong here; but I needed the fall.
I just can't remember where this went wrong

All this time I tried to be strong
All this time I've been so alone
All this time I was barely holding on.