I've Been Losing You

It wasn't the rain that washed away...
Rinsed out the colours of your eyes
Putting the gun down on the bedside table
I must have realized

It wasn't the rain that made no difference
And I could have sworn it wasn't me
Yet I did it all so coldly... Almost slowly, plain for all to see

Oh c'mon please now, talk to me
Tell me; things I could find helpful
How can I stop now... Is there nothing I can do ?
I have lost my way, I've been losing you

I can still hear our screams competing
You're hissing your s's like a snake
Now in the mirror stands, half a man
I thought no one could break

It wasn't the rain that made no difference
...nervously drumming on:Run away
But I want the guilt to get me, thoughts to wreck me
Preying on my mind

So, please now, talk to me
Tell me; things I could find helpful
For how can I stop now... Is there nothing I can do ?
I have lost my way, I've been losing you